12 Feb
So, I bought a dress
It arrived today and I got it in a size 14 when i normally get a size 16, i need to loose half an inch for it to fit, half and inch in 2 weeks. i think i can do it. no. I KNOW i can do it.e
30 May
I feel abandoned, unwanted, ashamed. Never again will I do this to myself. I refuse for the beast to take me over again. last time. i promise

